Monday, January 9, 2006

Relying On Him

Hi all.

Been having alot of thoughts. Regarding my life and my walk with God. About my bros and sisters. About people. All of sudden many things are happening at one go. I am face with many issues and problems. Actually some of these problems are my friends' problems. Think i am quite helpless in my ability to help them. Guess i am not equipped enough to be of any help. But still i truly believe that by being there without judgemental eyes is the key!

I see alot of distractions. To take me away from my focus. People. Things. But i must gladly say this, i can see better this time round. I know when and where to draw a line. And i do really feel this difference in my perception of things. For the first time, i can really see things better. Focus better. And i learn to surrender correctly. Yes, it's challenging, yet it's really fun and encouragin when you know you are doing it right. When you are doing it like how God wants you to.

I am tryin to take slow steps in helpin, in any ways i can for my dears. At the same time, i know i am finding ways to enrich myself too. I find myself relyin alot alot on God's strength and wisdom. In many ways it help me to understand why i need to focus on Him in times like that. Relyin on God is indeed wonderful. I became less lonely. I am happier. I know He will be standing by my side. As i am writing these, i know He's smiling at me.

It's indeed a year of changes and challenges. And i can thank Him for all these. Sincerely. Gratefully.

New Year, New Focus

Hi all it's been a wonderful start for the new year. I hope you find satisfaction in regards of what u do for the start of this year.

Basically I find new hope, new strength today. Looking at the sunday school class this morning, i feel the suddenly urge to make a difference this year for this ministry..i see rooms for improvement, new teachers, new attitudes....and a lot of worries too. Alot of the 'older' teachers are takin a break or doin some other stuff....the newer ones have new roles to play this time. Thanks for stepping down so we younger generation can play a part and stop relyin on you guys for everythin! Haha! We can make a difference, we just needed to find out how. Well we have the whole year to figure. God's plans to mold us deeper is now.

Basically church is goin through a transition period. We are experiencing new environment soon. We are movin soon....to a new place. I think alot of us might have alot of mixed feelings regarding this thing. But I am sure we are looking forward to this as a whole. New year, new place to grow. New opportunities for the expansion of God's Kingdom.

Think 2006 is the year of difference, for me. I truly see the change in my life in 2005. 2006 will be the make a difference year. Hopefully, I will rely totally on God's strength as i embark on the journey for this year. And remind myself the challenges ahead are a means to mold me. Glory to Him.