Raining....

The band didn't get to meet up for dinner, and the rain is quite heavy.

I am surprise it's raining all of a sudden. But I kinda like it. Cooler. Better.

Looks like there's alot of shoot coming up for me. Have been arrangin test shoots here and there, mostly my friends lah. In fact had shot one of them and the results are amaxing, given that i used only one light and one set of clothings, and not to mention late night. And also not much preparation prior to the shoot. But amazing results.....


Anyways i reckon more to come. When there's shoot I am so hype up and energize.

Jiancong believes in getting a 'Fender' Fender Stratocaster for Jieying since she's really been improving. And her 'cherry' Squier is not sounding too right, even though the finish is beautiful. She said she wanted a white Fender the other day......


That will probably cost a bomb. But for better sound and love of music..i think it's worth it.

And this is something probably she will want to get.......


Right Dear? Heehee....

I think the band have to meet up real soon....its been more than a month since we last jammed.

Dreams.......

Friday

Came across some stuff in church on friday that I think it shouldn't be there. Was it forgetfulness or was it like that all these while? I ponder and got no answer unless ppl comes clean with it......

I can say Friday practice was kinda weird. I dunno what I am playing and can't stand being in the room. I just felt out of place.I felt like crying. I have lost my joy of serving(only that night, I hope). And I sure want to get away from that place ASAP. And finding those 'stuff' is really really really not helpin at all.

Angeldust.......coming back together?

I sms Terence today, asking about his thoughts on the band getting back together.

Normally he will be the last person I will talk to about this. But alas, i only have his contacts. We weren't that close before or now..but I see him every now and then @ guitar shops...he owns a studio himself. I have lost a best friend in one of the guitarist, Alex. Lost contact. Lost common interest. We were partners in crime way back. And not to forget the guy who actually push me to be the drummer I am today..Weitai. How long was it ago...we went all the way back to sec 1. Of cos I was in his band only during sec 3. But he was the oldest friend I have in Angeldust.

Angeldust is actually an amalgam of 2 bands. The 2 bands disintegrated almost exactly at the same time. I was with Weitai. Terence were with Alex and our vocalist Jianming. We hit it right off. We fit like a tee. We work really hard. We wouldn't sleep, we were the rock band, living the life. We will stay all night to write music..cover songs...pushing ourselves. We will jammed at three different studios in one day. We headline a few local gigs. We are music. But we are not without big egos...and soon we broke up.

Haven't heard from them in years. Being the introvert, I din blend with them well....but then again I dun blend well. That's just me. Even now....i am still that introvert...that's what my boss of five years said too. "You are too introvert.."

Back to the band.

Can I really bring these people to Christ?


Terence sounded positive abt the whole idea. He said he will called the guys and ask them. My vocalist won't be joining us...either he's doin time or sent back to Malaysia, never to return. Someone will have to fill in his big shoes if the band ever play together again.

How will things be? Angeldust.....

*i just check..there's a band whose name is also Angel Dust......i guess the difference is we are Angeldust...but our old logo looks about the same like theirs'. Now that's spooky. Nope that's not us....we are chinese...:)

next stop.....falter none!

Boy & Girls

i think i know why i cancelled my friendster account, because i can always upload pics on bloggers.

i love uploadin pics.

this one's for the boy and girls......

My chains are gone

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace

Indeed, my chains are gone. I have been set free. One week of frustrations and fury finally came to an end. There were drizzles of God's love, showering my very soul. Yupp, I am not a failure all these years. I have serve others before myself. Yes in many aspect I may not be the sucessful photographer others think I should be...but I have always know in my heart I did right. I have never care about the fame and riches of this job. I just want to be myself. And I did serve being just that.

Had a wonderful time celebrating Rebecca's birthday with the YF ppl. I was sure quite awkward when I walk into Swenson. How would they react? What will they say about me? Questions upon questions in mere seconds. I had to go in.....and sit right infront of Pr Chua.

She was very encouraging about our journey. Thi is the first time she spoke to us together, face to face. We felt honor and very peaceful. And that conversation is another encouragement and boost to our journey. We will walk on with our blessings. We talk abt Falter None too....i invited her to join us one day.

Kaien. Great works on the drums. To me that was quite an accomplishment in 2 hours. I could never do that.

Give us visions O Lord, as we lead Falter None into the new year. No God we will not compromise your values and truth. Sorry for upsetting you with our sinful ways. We hope to grow.

Erm....I have to say this..no more shorts when playing drums......or how about this, your shorts cannot be shorter than your shifu's. Yes drummers.....:)