Learn To Be Still

God's unimaginable challenges, pour out like golden waves.

I recieved alot of these, was washed over by them, over and over..... again and again.

Anyways, another golden wave of challenge, if not challenges, are comin at my directions. As i am writing this, my computer is playin this song...Learn To Be Still, by The Eagles...the lyrics goes like this:

"It's just another day in paradise
As you stumble to your bed
You'd give anything to silence
Those voices ringing in your head
You thought you could find happiness
Just over that green hill
You thought you would be satisfied
But you never will-
Learn to be still........."

Learn to be still.....I want to be still..and think deep, think still. At this turn, there are important decisions to make. God has given me enormous courage to move on from the past...i am continuing to count on my blessings, at this point of time.

Learn to be still......I really want to jus teach one person on drums. I want to concentrate on one, jus one person who has passion for music and heart for drums...i am still lookin for that one. Hopefully i have already found that person. We will see.

Learn to be still.....Lord ease my heart and teach me to be still in your presense. No more bitterness, no more misunderstandings, no more sadness, no more tears....just you Lord. I want to be silent. Sorry if i have forgotten any promises....i just want my silent serenity back...even if it's not something i desired. If it's constructive, if it helps....if it heals....

I am learning to be still.

"Now the flowers in your garden
They don't smell so sweet
Maybe you've forgotten
The heaven lying at your feet"




∂ 3:26PM Thurs April20th it's raining.....