We talk on the phone for two hours straight.
Everytime we wanted to keep our conversation short, yet we can't seem to do. Hmm, of cos it always feels great to have lengthy conversations wif 'the' person. I wouldn't exchange anything in the world for that. So glad that at least on a friendship level, we can talk about alot of things in our lives. I thank God for that.
I do really feel close to her(in a subtle way). Last time i will think of this feeling as something i imagine it to be. But i am certain theres a closeness in our friendship. A kind of bonding..a young bonding....not a matured bonding, but a bonding nonetheless. I think we can jus go on and on...i really enjoy this kind of talk in the early hours.
Actually i was rather hurt in the afternoon/daytime. I do believe i am feeling better after the talk. Thrash things out. Surprisingly the present(which i always tthink is a bad idea), turns out to be......good. She likes it. I like it when she likes it. Haha! I felt relieved and joyful. Hopefully the lady in red will be wearing that gift soon...i want to see. Hah! :)
And yes i am still going ahead with that plan of surrendering her. And i do want to continue to pray for her. And yes i might stay abit further this time, but i am still gonna care for her. I am hoping that God is paving the way and i will have the wisdom to follow the path that He paved for me. I need to pray about this.
Well everything begins anew. In God there's always renewal.
Faith. Love. Hope.
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