The pressence of God seems really near these days.
Someone told me she didn't like reading my blog as I sounded negative most of the time. I do really think I blog better when I am down, and didn't blog deeper when I am high. That's just me I think. Living a life full of downs and sins all these while, I really wish I can blog deeper about happier times. I will try.
But happier days are just ahead.
Most of you might already know about my new relationship. It's a baby at this moment. Young, child-like, needs nurturing, alot of care and love to allow growth. Sometimes happy and bright like a playful baby. Other times like a whimpering child. Suddenly my identity has taken new roles and was thrown into so many different and difficult situations all at the same time. Who said that a loving relationship is an easy one? Nope, it's never easy. Just when you thought this someone is so similiar with you, you choose to close your eyes on the differences. Love defeats all obsticles, God's love. Realise that without God nothing works. Even if the love of two individuals is so strong, without God, we are nothing.
I am not complaining, I am not sad. I am not regretting, I am happy to be where i am right now. I am glad for the trials and test and the tears. U need rain and sun to grow. A plant can only grow with the planter's effort and love. The rain and shine provides the best lessons in life. Really looking forward for this new journey. I want to get there. We want to get there..Me, her and God. See the special thing about christian relationship, it involves a third party. When thing are down and out, God's eminence is prominant!!
Never leave God out of your relationship.
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