Heavy Hearted

I am tired.

I have a dateline to meet and a some problems to settle.

Slept with a heavy heart. Woke up with an even heavier heart, had to drag my carcass to work. And now here i am, stoning infront of my computer, blogging my endless thoughts. If only I can be better with my words, then perhaps I will find peace in bloggin my tots. There are words and expressions in my mind. But i can't transfer them to my fingers. They just didnt have the passport to export themselves out of the body...what am i sayin?

I want to trade my heavy heart. But find it so hard to do so. Guess I wasn't brave enuff, or perhaps its just another excuse. I need prayers. I need to think right. This is weird. The spot that was never meant to be. I couldn't find the words. I couldn't find my words.

It's been crazy.



Wed 9:55AM May 17th