I blog again.

I blog again.

Kinda like staring at the computer screen for the longest time. Just blank staring wif occasional chats wif frens, very occasional.
Music had been playing over and over again.....and my work isn't half done. This is a dateline week. Friday is coming soon. Reckon to be another hectic week. I want to rest. I dun want to sleep thats all. I can't anyway wif the amount of work and other commitments to attend to. Where is my hiding place as of late? It seems to vanish into thin air. Oh man, i felt so empty. Where am I headin?

Sometimes i wonder if i have depression. I guess i think too much for my own good.
Courageous yet a the same time timid. Sometimes I am just no sure. I wish I can jus fall into a deep coma and wake up a year later..then i will grow young and i won't be able to remember anythin. Kinda like restartin the computer...everything's fresh and I have a new beginning. A new path. A new hope.

Fear has crept silently into life.

What am I sayin? Does it even makes sense? Why am i sayin all these...things has been goin on well, right? So why am i having typing out these sentiments? Something's wrong somewhere. I gotta call the mechanic, perhaps He can fix me up. He definitely can. I jus keep stalling. Who's willing to drive this car? Fix me.


Emptiness.

I think I am jus been tired. Silly me.



12:19AM Tue May 23rd